to have hoped to die, but
for friends to catch thee, and prove
that in their love lies not a lie
(a room of Quocs Own)
my heart is raw
there is only so much it can take
before it cannot take anymore
you'll have what you want
but you want to feel
and you don't
this is a game losers play
so lets make our bluff
and let dearest hopes and dreams
become lost to fear and saddest regret